Man, I feel confused. I'm into that stage where I feel like I'm living in denial. After school, I go to work, in a way - I feel like I am escaping from the real hurtful truth. Truth is I want to put my focus on something else (that is my work) other than thinking of him or what he might be doing at that moment of time. I know that if I'm left all alone, with nothing to do at hand, I would most probably breakdown and cry. Its good to let it all out, but I have no intention to do it at all the time. Once in a while, yes, but not always.

But at least I'm not that emotionally unstable that I would slash my wrist or commit suicide. I'm hurt, yes, but I'm not that stupid. I know I'm moving on. I just need to rant out my thoughts and blogging this, does help.

After a week (I think), I'm still thinking about him and how stupid we were to just end a good and stable relationship juz like tat... I mean to come to think of it, we didn't really had a huge fight. In fact, we ended it in a good way. Small problems arise could have been discussed, but I guess we were too busy to even bother. I guess things do happen for a reason huh.

Ya ALLAH, kuatkan la hati hambamu ini.

And I really appreciate my gal frens and Ron, for listening to my troubles. Love ya all !! Thanks