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Hahak i hope im not too late to say this. To all my Chinese frens, have a prosperous and happy lunar new year!! Oh yea, and a belated valentine's day to all couples.

So many events on this month... and so many things happened. Oh, and its Fauzi's birthday, which falls on the 29 feb, a pretty special day. Ah well, but my bdae is going to be more special..... im turning 20 soon!! Hehehe more late nights and parties!! Hopefully the money is coming in too.

Speaking about cashflow, I have just signed a one-year training bond with Aramsa Spas. On that day that I went to the spa, I was having second thoughts about signing the contract. In my mind I was thinking "Go for it!! Its a job opportunity, your future will start here!" In my heart, however I yearn to go to poly. But taking a look at my gpa (grades), I know for sure my chances are slim.

After talking to Mrs Yeo (she was there too and she has been a great help), I FINALLY signed the contract . So I am praying that the one year training goes smoothly. I mean theres bound to be obstacles, but hopefully I will be able to go through it. Amin. Insyallah.

And to Cik Yan, segala-gala yang terjadi ader la cobaan dari Tuhan. I believe the good will be protected and blessed. I believe in you!

Jan
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.
Feb
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.
Mar
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.
Apr
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.
May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak too much in the next 4 days.
Jun
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.
Jul
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days
Aug
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. Repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.
Sept
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.
Oct
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.
Nov
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
Dec
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we LoVe we fail to recognize & appreciate the people who LoVe us.

We miss out on so many beautiful things, simply because we allow ourselves to been slaved by our own selfish concerns.

Go for the man of deeds & not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you LoVe but the man who LoVes you more.

The best LoVers are those who are capable of LoVing from a distance, far enough to allow the other person to grow, but never too far to feel the LoVe deep within your being.

To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop LoVing, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back.

Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred, & anger that's kept in your heart.

Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength & weaken your faith & never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let you grow with wisdom in bearing it.

You may found peace in just LoVing someone from a distance not expecting anything in return.

But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow.

We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace & happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today.

There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice & beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person.

This feeling soon become a part of our everyday lives & eventually consumes our thoughts & actions.

The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship.

We start our desperate attempt to get noticed & be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded & we end up being sorry for ourselves.

You don't have to forget someone you LoVe.

What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself.

Believe me; you would be better off giving that dedication & LoVe to someone more deserving.

Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible & let your mind speak for itself.

Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well.

Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow.

If you lose LoVe that doesn't mean that you failed in LoVe.

Cry, if you have to, but make it sure that the tears wash away the hurt & the bitterness that the past has left with you.

Let go of yesterday & LoVe will find its way back to you & when it does, pray that it may be the LoVe that will stay & last a lifetime.

I was at Expo for the Mega Weddings exhibition for 2 days !! Those 2 days were long and tiring, but it was fun when especially there's alot to look at... from the cute male models to grand pelamin to mini cupcakes!! I LOIKE. And I can't help looking and stealing quick glances at the cute decent looking model at SULTANAH.

Working as sales promoter at Sue Crea'Xion had been a great experience, although the boss was kinda fussy... But I know that his intentions was to his and our own good. :)

It was a nice exhibit to look at, whether you intend or don't intend to get married just yet. And oh boy, I do sense love in the air. The bliss of marriage... Aww! I remember overhearing a husband said to his wife, "How I wish we could turn back time..." How sweet! I wish 10 year's down the road, I shall walk in the same exhibit (if they still have) and say the same thing.

And I'm glad I made a few friends there and saw old friends which I have been longing to see. Take care, we will meet again soon! Insyallah.

Man, I feel confused. I'm into that stage where I feel like I'm living in denial. After school, I go to work, in a way - I feel like I am escaping from the real hurtful truth. Truth is I want to put my focus on something else (that is my work) other than thinking of him or what he might be doing at that moment of time. I know that if I'm left all alone, with nothing to do at hand, I would most probably breakdown and cry. Its good to let it all out, but I have no intention to do it at all the time. Once in a while, yes, but not always.

But at least I'm not that emotionally unstable that I would slash my wrist or commit suicide. I'm hurt, yes, but I'm not that stupid. I know I'm moving on. I just need to rant out my thoughts and blogging this, does help.

After a week (I think), I'm still thinking about him and how stupid we were to just end a good and stable relationship juz like tat... I mean to come to think of it, we didn't really had a huge fight. In fact, we ended it in a good way. Small problems arise could have been discussed, but I guess we were too busy to even bother. I guess things do happen for a reason huh.

Ya ALLAH, kuatkan la hati hambamu ini.

And I really appreciate my gal frens and Ron, for listening to my troubles. Love ya all !! Thanks